Celebrating the Light, Wherever It Appears

            In 2006, I went on a personal pilgrimage to Amsterdam and Paris.  Art had increasingly become a source of inspiration and revelation for me, and I wanted to know more.  I was not disappointed.

            In the Van Gogh Museum bookstore in Amsterdam, a book caught my attention: Van Gogh and Gaugin: The Search for Sacred Art, by Deborah Silverman.  I ordered a copy when I got home and found it fascinating. Silverman explores how both artists sought new ways to experience and portray the presence of the sacred. They came from different backgrounds –Van Gogh from a pious Dutch Reformed tradition, Gaugin schooled in Catholic mysticism – and both created their own style. But they shared a common purpose.

            Van Gogh’s The Church at Auvers is one of his many fascinating works when viewed from this perspective.

            Here’s a common interpretation: “The foreground of The Church at Auvers is brightly lit by the sun, but the church itself sits in its own shadow, and ‘neither reflects nor emanates any light of its own…’”  Van Gogh had become disillusioned by the “empty and unenlightened preaching” he had heard too often. Painting became a way to seek and share spiritual truth and energy found beyond the walls of any religious building — in the light and colors all around us.[i]

            This painting, then, suggests the sacred is best found outside the church and its buildings – in the glory of the blue sky, in the light that illuminates ordinary paths and landscapes, and perhaps even within the private thoughts of the anonymous villager passing by.

            I get the point.  In modern times, religious institutions can often seem irrelevant. Fewer and fewer people participate in worshipping communities.  I’ve attended my share of worship services that left me feeling more discouraged than inspired.  I appreciate seeing what Van Gogh sees, and not being limited in any way in my search for the sacred.

            But as I thought about The Church at Auvers this week, I realized my perspective on it has shifted.  Not everything that occurs behind such walls takes place in dull shadows. 

            I’ve heard some terrific, life-changing sermons in my day. Many times, hymns and songs moved me in ways that words cannot.  Within such walls, I’ve met many ordinary people who carry light within them, who gratefully gather with each other and form strong, vibrant communities.

            And I’m not just talking about experiences in my own tradition.

            I’ve attended Torah studies at my local synagogue where everyone fearlessly wrestles with ancient stories and timeless questions, uncovering fresh insights into contemporary life.

            I’ve listened to and meditated with Buddhist teachers who have helped me see life in new ways. 

            I’ve sat in mosques in Jerusalem, Hebron, and Goleta where I felt a strong, quiet sense of reverence. 

            These experiences happened “inside” institutional walls, but there was nothing dull about them.

            In essence, I don’t feel we have to choose being inside or outside these walls to find spiritual light.

            I remember years ago attending a mass in Yakima, Washington where the priest said, “We don’t come to church to experience God. We can experience God every day of the week. We come to church to celebrate what we’ve found.”

            I’m grateful for all the experiences I’ve had — inside and outside spiritual buildings — that have instructed, inspired, challenged, delighted, and nurtured me.

            May we each find the light we need in this new year, wherever it may be.

[i] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Church_at_Auvers


  1. Don Lubach says:

    Beautiful post to start the year. I feel this way about academic spaces. Lecture halls can be a great venue for enlightenment, but the life AROUND academic spaces holds more promise. Whenever I clipped a microphone to my tie, fiddled with my lecture slides, and cleared by throat before a lecture, I found myself internally reciting some common variations of this phrase: “make this 75 minutes important.” Or…”when these students leave the confinement of this beat up old lecture hall, THIS is what they should take away.”

    I’ve always deeply admired local educators including Dennis Nord and Dan Fontaine who do most of their teaching in nature. Churches make me very itchy and twitchy. Happy New Year!


    1. Great comment, esteemed friend. Stay from itchy and twitchy places…that was Van Gogh’s hidden message.


  2. If one seeks & appreciates the positive on the outside & brings the experience on the inside (internally) light shines through one’s expressions, personality and verbal exchanges. The experience can be as simple as savoring the smell of bread baking, finding shapes from a cloud filled sky, or experiences the joy as a teacher, when a child understands a difficult concept. Life has greater meaning when one lets the light shine through!


    1. Beautifully said, Linda. Thank you.


  3. Steve Cohen says:

    amen, Steve. Thanks very much for sharing so many wonderful works of art, and what you have found in them. About this church, and it’s missing light: it’s all about the human experience happening inside, isn’t it? I wonder if there were in fact many people who found God inside that church, and if the shadow that Van Gogh saw was really inside himself?


    1. Great insight, my friend. There are indeed some beautiful buildings with no one and no light inside, and uninspiring buildings in which people are alive and shining. Grateful to see how much light and life shines from CBB!


  4. Cresanna says:

    Happy New Year!!! Your posting today is just what I needed to start the new year.


    1. Thank you, Cressanna! I’ve seen lots of that light in some of the photos you’ve posted. Happy New Year…and come this way and meet up with us.



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